It's been thirteen weeks since my last mani/pedi, eleven weeks since my last haircut, ten weeks since I've been inside a market, four weeks since the mostly mini-poodle mutt, Lily, has been groomed, and two weeks since the first of a series of bedbug bites appeared on .my arms, neck, and torso. I've since stripped my bed, vacuumed every inch of both the mattress and box springs, damp mopped the floor, wiped every nook and cranny of my bedroom and generally outdone myself in the cleaning department. This morning I had all of the bedding, (mattress cover, sheets, pillow cases, blanket, bedspread) packed in the trunk of my car ready to go to the local wash and fold laundry. I'd made an appointment for Lily to be tubbed and scrubbed and was happily anticipating a return to a bug-free life. Last night, because the bed was bare, I slept on the chaise in my office, and area which had also undergone a more thorough cleaning than it gets with my usual slovenly practices. The first indication that things might not go as planned was that I woke up with, you guessed it--more bed bug bites. Next the groomer called to say they wouldn't groom her because she'd been exposed to bed bugs. When I took my bundled bedding to the Wash and Fold laundry with the big open side in front, it was closed. A phone call clarified that they would remain closed through the duration of the pandemic. I'd turned the Prius engine off   in the Wash and Fold parking lot and when I turned it back on, all of the warning lights, red, yellow, exclamation marks, flashed on. I called my trusted auto repair shop. No answer. Although the menacing lights demanded otherwise, I drove the half mile home and parked safely in my driveway. I know not to ever ask the universe "what else could go wrong today?" Nevertheless, the sunshiny mood of early morning had turned cloudy and dark. I took a few deep breaths, went inside, and headed to the gratitude jar that sits on my desk. I pulled a few of the still blank strips of paper from the jar and wrote: Health! Family!  Friends! Food! Shelter! Laughter! Washer! Dryer! Cleaning supplies! Hot water! The day ahead! I dropped the papers back into the jar and screwed the lid on tight Best to thwart any possible escape of gratitudes.

40 days and 40 nights since the "stay at home" directive. That's how long it rained while Noah and his sons, Shem, Ham, and Japeth bobbed around in their handmade ark. Their unnamed wives were also with them, along with every beast and every creeping thing that creeps on earth. Whenever I start to get that trapped, closed-in feeling, I remind myself of Noah's unnamed wife, cooped up in the pre-dramamine ark--the roiling sea, the named men, and every beast and every creeping thing that creeps on earth. She probably had to do all of the work, cleaning up after all of those men, and beasts, and creepy crawlies. I hope the daughters-in-law pitched in. Even so it had to be a lot.. On top of all the work she was trapped there with Noah, who was in his 600th year. I bet he was one grouchy old man. So here I am in my dry land ark, with an undemanding companionable dog.. Maybe there are a few unseen creepy crawlies, but not so's you'd notice. Groceries delivered to my door. The phone, Zoom, the Internet connections. My thanks to Mrs. Noah for reminding me of that expansiveness of my life, even during this "stay at home" time.

My heart goes out to so many who've lost jobs during this pandemic, and to the over worked and under protected health care workers putting themselves at risk for the sake of others. I worry that restaurants and other small businesses may not survive these months  of shut downs. I know I'm extremely fortunate to be safe and comfortable at home, living without fear of a personal financial hardship. Nevertheless, there are challenges that go with the stay at home directive, and with the resulting social isolation. One of the challenges may be getting into my regular clothes after months in sweat pants, snacking at will. For now. though, I miss the personal contact with friends and family that I've long taken for granted. I'm ordering groceries on line these days and I miss being able to pop into the grocery store, or any other store, at will. I miss my monthly poker games! That said, I'm also experiencing unforetold benefits with this process of sheltering at home. I'll save that information for the next blog. In the meantime, I hope you are all staying healthy, nurturing your soul with good books, and managing the challenges this strange time brings to you. 

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Mr. Huyhn's classes at San Gabriel High School (CA) have read three books from the Hamilton High Series:Telling, Detour for Emmy, and Too Soon for Jeff. It was fun to visit with such enthusiastic readers at San Gabriel High School., and to engage with them in a lively Q/A session  (2/12/20).

This past weekend was the annual California School Library Association conference. It was a delight to be there among so many librarians who are crucial to the education of our youth. Reading for pleasure, finding reliable sources of information, developing critical thinking skills, all enabled in school libraries by teacher/librarians. Included below is a reading list developed in our "Healing Power of YA Books" workshop, according to subjects that teens may find to be helpful as they work their way through personal issues:

CSLA 2020 Book List/Healing Power of YA Fiction
Abuse
A Child Called It, also A Man Named Dave, Dave Pelzer
Baby Help, Marilyn Reynolds
Bullying
Yaqui Delgado Wants to Kick Your Ass, Meg Medina. Piddy Sanchez becomes the focus of bullying because she isn’t Latina enough to suit Yaqui Delgado.
Cultural/Racial Diversity
Does My Head Look Big in This?, Rand Abdel-Fatah. When sixteen-year-old Amal decides to wear the hijab full-time, her entire world changes.
A Very Large Expanse of Sea. Tahereh Mafi. Cultural, “own voice text” of Muslim experience
I Am Not Your Perfect Mexican Daughter. Erika Sanchez Stargazing, Jen Wang. Asian American friends. Graphic novel
Gun Violence/Gangs
Long Way Down, Jason Reynolds. Fifteen-year-old Will, gun in his waistband, rides the elevator down to street level, determined to get revenge for his brother’s murder. At each stop he’s confronted by the ghost of someone from his past, dead from gunfire.
Dear Martin. Nic Stone. MLK, gun violence
La Vida Loca, Luis Rodriguez. Published over 20 years ago, it’s still highly relevant to those in gangs, or affected by gang life.
The Hate You Give, Angie Thomas. As she straddles two worlds, her poor neighborhood and an upper/middle class prep school, Starr Carter witnesses the unwarranted killing of her longtime good friend, Khalil, a killing that results in violent demonstrations and puts her life in danger.

Health/Physical Challenges

The Fault in Our Stars, John Green. A love story with cancer in the foreground.

Wonder, RJ Palacio. Facially disfigured since birth, August Pullman struggles to find friendship and a place for himself at school among “normal” kids. Realistic and also positive.
Positive: A Memoir, Paige Rawl with Ali Benjamin. A midwestern American girl who was born HIV-positive. When her HIV status is revealed in middle school, she becomes the focus of intense bullying.
Eddie’s Choice, Marilyn Reynolds. Born with a deformed hand, Eddie long ago learned to cope with humor and self-acceptance.
Immigration
The Secret Side of Empty. Maria E Andreu. Immigrant experiences, DREAM Act

I Am Not Your Perfect Mexican Daughter. Erika Sanchez. Immigrant experiences; grief, loss.
The Border, Steve Schafer. Americanized, undocumented teen works frantically to get a green card while struggling with the usual emotionally fraught issues of teen life.
LGBTQ
What If It’s Us. Becky Albertalli and Adam Silvera. LGBT--male

Carry On. Rainbow Rowell. LGBT romance, male, also with magic

Boy Meets Boy. David Levithan. Gay romance--male

Two Boys Kissing. David Levithan. Based on true story, AIDS, gay romance--male

Love Rules, Marilyn Reynolds. High school senior comes out as lesbian.

No More Sad Goodbyes, Marilyn Reynolds. Autumn is rescued from foster care by lesbian teachers, who also help her place her baby in an open adoption.

Aristotle & Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe, Benjamin Alire Saenz. LGBT romance--male

October Mourning: A Song for Matthew Shepard, Lesléa Newman. A tribute in 68 poems. Although Matthew was beaten to death 20 years ago for being perceived as gay, the issues are, unfortunately, still current.

Love Rules, Marilyn Reynolds. The story of a high school senior who reveals that she’s lesbian, as told from her straight best friend’s point of view.

Mental Illness
Small Spaces, Katherine Arden

Turtles All The Way Down, John Green. A main character dealing with OCD and a love
interest, wrapped up in a mystery.
All The Bright Places, Jennifer Niven. Two teens save each other from jumping off the edge.
Eddie’s Choice, Marilyn Reynolds. Pressures of school have Eddie’s girlfriend, Rosie, experiencing extreme anxiety.
Guts. Raina Telegemeier. Graphic novel, anxiety
Outsider
Born a Crime. Trevor Noah. Memoir
Hey, Kiddo, Jarrett J. Krosoczka. Addict mom, unknown dad, Jarrett tries to fit in, finds ways to express himself through art. Personal memoir, graphic novel
Mexican White Boy. Matt de la Peña Overcoming Adversity
It Calls You Back: An Odyssey through Love, Addiction, Revolutions, and Healing, Luis J. Rodriguez
If You Loved Me, Marilyn Reynolds. High school senior struggles to manage anger resulting from incidents of early childhood neglect--incidents of which she has no conscious memory. Also struggling with her decision to remain a virgin until marriage.
PTSD
The Impossible Knife of Memory, Laurie Halse Anderson. Hayley must deal with her father’s PTSD as she navigates the challenges of a new school, a love interest, and her desire to escape it all through suicide. 
How Dare the Sun Rise: Memoirs of a War Child, Sandra Uwiringiyimana with Abigail Pesta. A girl from the Democratic Republic of the Congo tells the tale of how she survived a massacre, immigrated to America, and overcame her trauma through art and activism.
Shut Up, Marilyn Reynolds. Mother returns, wounded, from Irag, with horrifying memories and nightmares. Son is suffering from PTSD due to sexual molestation.
Purpose
The Great Work of Your Life, Steven Cope. Finding your life purpose. Be Here Now, Ram Dass. Following a spiritual path

Racism
I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings, Maya Angelou
To Kill a Mockingbird, Harper Lee
Dear Martin, Nic Stone. The social injustice of racial stereotypes.
Eddie’s Choice, Marilyn Reynolds. Mexican-American Eddie Barajas paints over racist graffiti and is targeted by white supremacists.
The Hate You Give, Angie Thomas. As she straddles two worlds, her poor neighborhood and an upper/middle class prep school, Starr Carter witnesses the unwarranted killing of her longtime good friend, Khalil, a killing that results in violent demonstrations and puts her life in danger.
On the Come Up, Angie Thomas. A budding rapper is caught in a controversy that labels her a menace. Also caught between upholding her own values or doing what she can to help her mother pay the rent.
Rape/Molestation
Speak, Laurie Halse Anderson Boy Toy. Barry Lyga
Shut Up, Marilyn Reynolds. Sexual molestation of nine-year-old boy and his brother’s determination to save him. 
Telling, Marilyn Reynolds. Sexual molestation of twelve-year-old girl by the father of children for whom she babysits.
But What About Me, Marilyn Reynolds. Erica, a high school senior, struggles to get her life back on track after a brutal rape.
Everything I Knew to be True, Rayna York Suicide/Related Issues
The Memory of Light, Francisco Stork. Vicky Cruz wakes up in a mental hospital after a failed suicide attempt. Although fiction, the story is based on Stork’s own battle with depression.
Teen Pregnancy/Parenting
This is All: The Pillow Book of Cordelia Kenn. Aidan Chambers. No More Saturday Nights, Norma Klein
Baby Help, Marilyn Reynolds

Detour for Emmy, Marilyn Reynolds
Too Soon for Jeff. Marilyn Reynolds. Teen pregnancy from a boy’s perspective

No More Sad Goodbyes, Marilyn Reynolds; Autumn is rescued from foster care by lesbian teachers, who also help her place her baby in an open adoption.
Resources:
Dear Author: Letters of Hope. Joan Kaywell, editor. Top young adult authors respond to kids’ toughest issues.
Joan F. Kaywell Books Save Lives Award, University of South Florida, given annually to the book that best represents an adolescent overcoming a situation in such a way as to provide significant insight and hope to a reader.
​https://lib.usf.edu/special-collections/childrens-young-adult-literature/hipple/kaywell- award/
www.TeachingBooks.net


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